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The Beginning

Who Am I? Well here it goes.  There is a 100% chance that nobody will be reading this post for a while, but I guess that I am doing it for myself at this point.  But, you gotta start somewhere right?   I have been so caught up in what I "want to do with the rest of my life".  Every single day within the past year and a half I have been a nervous ball of stress.  What job will be good for me?  Can I see myself in the business setting?  Can I see myself in the education system? Almost every day I looked into a new job.  Some days I was like, "There it is!  That is what I want to do!" and then I would immediately lose interest.  Then the next day I was like "Oh! No, THAT is what I want to do!" and then immediately lose interest.  It was a never ending cycle of consistent disappointment.  My girlfriend (a.k.a. one of my biggest fans) would always "hype up" my life career choice for the day, and then when I would go to her the next day and tell her I